A new door has opened..

I don't know how to pen my feelings down into words that I would like to share with you guys. Anyway, it started a long long time ago after I finish with my college life... It was the beginning of a journey that once was prophesied over my life that I will be an evangelistic. To me that was just some thing that i so not hope to be because I am a stage fright person and I can't convey a good message on stage.

My life journey started with the church kindergarten working as a graphic designer and mostly doing media as well as teaching in the school. The Lord has granted me strength and help in ministry... After working for about 2 years I told myself that I would get out to the real world and explore the media from the out side world. The gracious Lord did not open doors for me to see that to past as He has His most glorious plan for me.

When Pr. Margaret told me that she wanted to expend my job scope, I see that this was an opportunity for me to grow and this looks like a door that the Lord God has open up in my life. When I heard what she say to me and testify about my life, I see that God beginning to make the prophesies come true. I was happy that the Lord could use my life for the glory of His kingdom and at the same time I am a little worry about what lies ahead of me as I am filling up my application form today. In my heart, I really want God to make the best out of my life.

After the charge up conference that I have attended, it shown me something about my prophesy that I may be an evangelistic but not in a preacher way but in the ways of using media to impact this nation and country for Christ. This is what makes me in awe of the almighty God.

Maybe I don't need to worry about my future anymore.. for HE holds my future and I am sure He will be in full control. As I once heard that " I MAY NOT KNOW THE FUTURE BUT I KNOW WHO HOLDS THE FUTURE " and the person is my Lord Jesus Christ.

AMEN.